The continuing of Dissection of "The Tremendous Lover" with my commentary...(INCLUDES THE TRUTH OF MAN/WOMEN'S NATURE, AND HOW I BECAME GIFTED AS ADAM & EVE!!!!!)

"It is true that this sharing in God's nature does not make man God; man does not share in the divine nature as he shares in animal nature..."






DIVINE IS A VERY IMPORTANT WORD IN THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE. I WANT THE READER TO KNOW THIS WORD, AND HOW IT ASSOCAITES TO ME/US. (DON'T GET PRIDEFUL) WITHIN THE TERM (NOT THE WHOLE OF THE TERM, BUT WITHIN IT) ARE THESE CLEARLY DEFINED



Uses:



To refer to powers or forces that are universal, or transcend human capacities



To refer to qualities of individuals who are considered to have some special access or relationship to the divine



IMPORTANT, AS THE EARTH IS NOW IN FRONT OF ME, WE AS A SPECIES MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE ASKED FOR DIVINE NATURE. IT IS BEYOND OUR CONCEPT OR INTELLECT, AND RATIONALLY OBTUSE IN IT'S NATURE. (I KNOW IN MY MANY SINS I NEVER ASKED FOR DIVINITY) STILL WE WERE BLESSED BY GOD WITH DIVINE NATURE.... ANIMALS DO NOT COMPREHEND THROUGH TIME AND SPACE IN AN INTERCONNECTED REALITY, A REALITY THAT SHOWS THE GREATEST TRUTHS AND APPARENTNESS OF OUR CLOSENESS TO GOD AND PERHAPS THE HOLY SPIRIT WHICH IS DIVINE.... IT IS NOW APPARENT, ON THIS EARTH, THAT THE TRUTH OF OUR BLESSING IS FUNDAMENTALLY OR FOUNDATIONALLY APPARENT. WE SHALL ALL KNOW, IN OUR TIME, THAT WE HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH SOMETHING QUITE SPECIAL. (WHEREEVER I AM...ONE CAN IMMEDIATELY SEE THE INTERCONNECTEDNESS OF US ALL, YET WITH THIS COMES MANY POSITIVES AND NEGATIVES. OUR PASSIONS LEAD US TO A REALITY IN WHICH HUMAN EMOTION, FEELING, THOUGHTS, ATTITUDES, BELIEFS AND CONTROL ARE TO STRONG FOR THE ADVERAGE HUMAN TO ESCAPE. WITH PRAYER MAY WE ACCOMPLISH A REALITY THAT IS FACT/TRUTH/GOD BASED AND NOT D BASED...)

"God deigned to give him such a participation in the divine nature so that in some mysterious way, man has something corresponding to God's own power of knowing and loving. Adam and Eve were given a supernatural life; (by the way when I wrote this and thought of how this is a fundamental concept and truth for all the world, yet all the world does not agree with me... my phone suddenly received a email message update, as if I to was getting the all important mail "info" that I am now writing to you, the reader. A important clue to the people of this space that this is the truth and we should listen...!) it represented an elevation of man to an entirely new and superhuman order; and it meant that an entirely new and superhuman end or final happiness was set before him, which may be said to be a sharing in God's own happiness.



"Henceforth natural happiness, even of the highest sort, could never suffice for him; he must eventually either be united to God and share HIS joy, or else remain forever in the hell of eternal loss.....The story of the transgression of that order by Adam and Eve and their consequent expulsion from the garden are well known, but the tremendous issues that depend upon these HISTORICAL events, the enormity of the offence, its motive and its consequences are not so understood. The first person who moved the event which forever separated us from God and his garden or heaven was of course the devil. Who was he?



(IF YOU WANT TO THINK OF THIS d WORD, WHICH I NEVER DO... I MUST REMIND THE READER THAT I HAVE HAD EXPERIENCES WITH DEMONS. IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE d IS LIKE, WHO HE "IS" EVEN BACK THEN... THINK OF THE SCARIEST MOST EVEIL MEN IN MOTION PICTURE HISTORY. JASON, FREDDIE KRUGER, HANABLE LECTOR, THE GUY FROM SAW. WE ARE NOT EVER TALKING ABOUT ANY HUMAN PERSON ON EARTH WHO HAS DONE PURE EVIL DEEDS. THE d IS WAY WORSE THAN ANY HUMAN WHO COMMITED MORTAL SINS THAT LEAD TO DAMNATION.)



"One must recall that God had already created a number of rational beings angels. they are pure spirits, existing in complete independence of matter, and persons of immense mental powers. They are far superior to man..." AND THEY HOLD MUCH DIVINITY "they see the truth immediately, at a glance!!!"



THE NEXT SENTENCE PERTAINS TO THE HISTORY OF MANKIND.



"For that was the sin of our first parents--pride and pride's offspring, disobedience. We must remember the perfection of Adam's nature. His mind was endowed with powers and with knowledge that have never been surpassed by any of his fallen children. He knew that GOD had raised him quite gratuitously to a special share in His own divine nature and had made him His friend."



AS IT COMES TO ME, I IN A MUCH LESS AMOUNT, HAVE "She took the fruit thereof and did eat, and gave her husband who did eat."

 
A exerpt from a really great book, called God Stories!!!!!!!
 
YOU are Wonderful!

A year ago God Stories launched and because of you it’s a great success. Many of you have opened your hearts and shared your stories of personal truth. Your stories have helped people combat addiction and plans of suicide, they have helped mothers who have lost their children, and they have brought joy and faith back into the lives of thousands of people. What a gift!



The latest news is: The paperback version of God Stories has just been released in the USA. God Stories has just been released in Germany. Reader’s Digest in Mexico is excerpting ten pages from the book. And, PBS will now produce a God Stories TV special to air during pledge week in the spring of 2010. To stay tuned to the latest, keep an eye on the website: http://www.Godstories.com or, become a fan of God Stories on Facebook.



I’m sorry to report I don’t have news about God Stories II. The proposal process is sometimes long and I’m right in the middle of it. I’ll let you know the moment I know.



Here’s a special story from William Allen:



“It was Mother’s Day and my wife, son and I spent the day at my sister’s with her family and our mom. After an afternoon dinner, my brother in-law took my son to his bedroom where he had a BB gun pointing out a window to shoot squirrels. My sister and husband have a large garden and the squirrels do terrible damage to it. My son, being 14 at the time, was fascinated by the BB gun and wanted desperately to shoot at a squirrel. My brother-in-law and son waited patiently for over half an hour but there were no squirrels in sight. My brother in-law then suggested my son and I take a walk around the property and "hunt" for a squirrel. I wasn't keen on the idea - not being a hunter myself or ever having killed anything before. But my son insisted. My sister warned us not to shoot at the vast collection of birds that congregate in her yard. We covered the property and saw no squirrels. My son was so disappointed he started to cry. Suddenly we heard the singing of a sparrow. Sure enough, perched in a tree not 15 feet away was a sparrow singing on this beautiful spring day. My son asked if he could shoot at the bird and I said, “No.” After much pleading I said, "Okay, just one shot!" Bang! The sparrow fell lifeless to the ground.



Neither my son nor I felt good about what had happened. When we got back to our home, we heard the furious fluttering of a bird’s wings. Suddenly a sparrow appeared banging itself against the inside of the window in our stairway landing. I yelled for my son to run to the kitchen for a towel and then I ran up the stairs and gently scooped the sparrow into the towel. She was okay. We walked on to the front porch and set the sparrow free. She flew around a large maple tree in our front yard three times before flying off.



We have lived in our home for 27 years. We have never had a rodent, mole, bird, or even a squirrel in our attic. You will rarely find a spider or ant! The house is airtight. All windows and doors were secured that day and there was no way in for that sparrow.



On that beautiful spring day blessed with being surrounded by family, I let my son kill one of God's creatures for no reason. It was that very moment that I realized I was being taught the lesson that everything in this universe has a purpose and is connected by one divine force...God. I get chills just writing this. Thank you for letting me share this life-altering story.”



I wish you all a special, loving holiday season to be shared with family, friends, and your adoring pets. Thank you for your kindness and your support. I appreciate YOU!



Jen

It's Happy in SEOUL

 

It's 2008, I am in Korea and in Seoul teaching and leading the world as the daughter of God. Everyone over here in Seoul knows who I am. Everyone in Japan and China also knows who I am. I also found out that I have reached all the rest of Asia and into Europe. I am known all over Europe and into Africa. I am known by all in the Pacific Ocean and by everyone in the continent of North America. I finally met someone from an island in the Atlantic Ocean and he knows of me to.... So thus I am the only human being on this Earth who is known by every man, women, and child on earth. It doesn't show signs of stopping, HA~ it can't stop. By this I mean, I realize I will be known by every human on this Earth despite my popularity, or despite my marketing. I will be with fame for the rest of my life on Earth because of GOD!!!! It's by him that I am known, my consciousness talks to people here in Seoul and all around the Earth. There is also other works that I do, that ensure that I am known by all.... meaning I am the MOST KNOWN PERSON ON THIS EARTH--- MORE KNOWN THAN THE PRESIDENT OF THE USA, MORE KNOWN THAN THE MOST FAMEOUS MOVIE STAR, MORE KNOWN THATN ANYONE ON EARTH THAT HAS EVER FELT FAME (OR PERHAPS EVER LIVED, OTHER THAN THOSE THAT GO TO GOD IT IS GOD THAT CREATED FAME AND HE WHO GIVES IT TO HIS BEST).... MEANING I HAVE FELT MORE FAME THAN ANYONE ON EARTH. THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT TO TELL, BEING THIS FAMEOUS, THIS KNOWN, THIS SEEN EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY OF EVERY HOUR CHANGES A PERSON SUBSTANIALLY. I AM NO LONGER IN THE CATERGORY OF A PERSON WHO DOESN'T KNOW THE WHOLE WORLD IS WATCHING HIM OR HER. I AM NO LONGER A PERSON WHO HAS ALL THEIR PRIVACY; I'VE SEEN PEOPLE TALK ABOUT WHAT I DID, MONTHS AFTER I DID IT!!!!



Being famous has made me a very, very happy women. It also comes with the responsibility of socially interacting with EVERY HUMAN BEING I SEE. COULD YOU IMAGINE HAVING TO SPEAK TO EVERY HUMAN BEING THAT EVER CROSSES YOUR PATH? OR HAVING ANY HUMAN, NO MATTER WHAT AGE, WHAT HEALTH, LISTEN TO WHAT YOU’RE SAYING AND COMMUNICATE BACK? COULD YOU IMAGINE SPEAKING WITH PEOPLE ALL DAY LONG, SPEAKING WITH THEM ALL DAY, ONE HUMAN, THEN THE NEXT THAT CAME ALONG, THEN THE NEXT, THEN THE NEXT, AND DOING THIS FOR ANY HUMAN YOU EVER SEE, NO MATTER WHAT DAY? That is what I do, who I am, what I have as Darlene Ann Sterner. I have been doing this for 4 years. Since I was 23. NO HUMAN EVER TAUGHT ME WHAT TO SAY OR DO. I NEVER GOT "FAME" TRAINING, OR INTERPERSONAL COMMUNICATION TRAINING AS MOVIE STARS GO THROUGH, OR THE PRESIDENT, PEOPLE IN HIGH STATUS…ETC. NO EVER TAUGHT ME HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH 10,000 PEOPLE AS I HAVE DONE OVER HERE IN SEOUL. And by 10,000 people I mean 10,000 people in one space. So, I have my famous life over here which also adds to my persona and takes up much of my time.



One aspect of my fame, which separates me from most fameous people, is that when I am in public the people constantly speak about me or to me. All the time, the people are speaking about me or what I am thinking. Meaning they read my thoughts and (HS) speak about me... While other famous people are known and people come up to them, they never have the attention I have in public. NO OTHER HUMAN ON THIS EARTH GETS AS MUCH ATTENTION IN PUBLIC AS I DO, NO ONE!!! I AM SHOWERED WITH ATTENTION FROM HUMANS FROM THE MOMENT I WAKE UP TO THE MOMENT I SLEEP, NO MATTER WHERE I GO. For all the other famous people, they can walk into a room and not even be noticed. I DRIVE MY CAR, ALONE, AND THE OTHER PEOPLE IN THE OTHER CARS ARE SPEAKING/TALKING TO ME... I CAN BE COMPLETELY ALONE, AND IF THERE IS ANOTHER HUMAN IN A 10 METER RADIUS, THEY ARE TALKING TO ME. If Paul McCartney went into his car, no one would be speaking with him. If he is in the bathroom alone, no one is talking to him. If he is in a room alone, no one in the next room is speaking with him. However with me, I am spoken to by humans in all those situations. I can be in the bathroom and the whole restaurant is still talking about me, to me. I can be in my car in a mountain and the closest people are still speaking about me... in fact in those cases if I happen to be listening to the people in the room next to mine, then I am talking through the walls to those people. I also talk live to the people in the radio. Yes, I talk to all radio stars; they all talk to me, via the radio (and my mind). NO OTHER HUMAN HAS THE ABILITY TO SPEAK WITH ANY HUMAN THEY WANT!!! I DO ACTUALLY HAVE THE ABILITY TO SPEAK WITH ANY OTHER PERSON ON THIS EARTH WHENEVER I WANT!!!! So, even if I am alone in a motel room, and I turn on the TV--- I get to hold a conversation with the people in the movie. They talk to me, and we have the best conversations, conversations and time together where I also have the ability to change what happens in the movie.... but that another point. (I do also spend time here in Seoul making movies, TV shows, songs on the radio, etc; I mean create them with the live people in them...) So, anyways, when I am in a hotel room, or any room for that matter, the people in the other rooms in the hotel know I am there 10 minutes before I even get there, the whole time I am there (and what I am doing) and talk about me when I am there and after I leave. Of course the people talk about me whenever when I am there and when I am not. They continue to talk about me without me being in front of them!!! I have had over a 100 million conversations in my lifetime, millions these past 5 years. I have had more conversations than the best conversationalist on Earth. More than the best public speaker you pay to learn how to communicate. More conversations, public communication or effect than any human because of who I am…



So, that's my life right now. I get some cool gifts from being famous, they have closed banks and stores for me over here in Korea. I pretty much get whatever I think of, because they can read it. If I want directions or a cab, it stops (a person tells me) before I even have to ask. If I am cold, I get someone handing me a coat or sweater before I ask. If I want some kind of food, and I am in a restaurant, depending on the food I am thinking, they will recommend it esp. because I don't know what it is in Korea. If I want to buy something, I'll have someone come up to me and tell me where it is, or even offer to take me there. I even have had people travel to places I like because I went there and had a good time, or buy a book because I read it and liked it, or go to a place of public because I went there and liked it. People have called me a many things, and it is extra special here in Korea because they don't speak English, but they try to for me.... They now speak English for me, I taught them the English language...because the Holy Spirit gave us the gift of tongues, and they call me things or say things that directly relate to our life together (Me & THE EARTH!!!)



I did realize that I am teaching the whole world the English language. Whatever country I go to they then can speak English…. Perfectly. It is great, having all these English speakers around me who never spoke English before. They get this joy from speaking it for the first time, without having to learn the English language.

Over here I am also working very hard on religion. I am trying to teach… I teach children in the day, but then during my free time I teach people from 5-100, in groups of 10-1,000. I teach them a variety of topics, knowledge, from philosophy to science, media, popular news, politics, religion, humanity, the arts, etc… (Let’s just say anything you can think of… and I mean that literally because all I have to do is think of it and I am teaching it…or read it and I am teaching it….) I probably take about 2 hour extra a day to teach the people of Seoul, and all over the world. I also am researching the latest intelligence, the latest theories that came from the greatest minds on our earth. I am researching sciences that cover how the world originated, what the mind is and what it does, what we can create as humans, the research and study of the universe and world at large. I will be writing many thesis papers on these things, and sending them to the right people, the right schools, and the right persons, which will fundamentally change the theories we have, the sciences we teach and the questions we pose as a species.



Besides researching and teaching, I also am creating some miracles. I have the ability to move through time, and have done so a couple of times. I have the ability to move things in my environment and put them there whenever I want, or take them away. I have the ability to create music, or better said be given living beings, music, sounds, etc when none are there (no any reason for them to be). I have the ability to control machines, meaning have them do something via the desire in my mind. (This is more like the heavens listening to me and controlling the machine so it does what I want, but I can’t tell cause it’s so quick… it’s to my thoughts!!!) I have the ability to do even more, which I will explain another time. The people of Seoul are happy and pleased with what I can do!!!



Most important via my gifts I can control the city, by this I mean the city and people who live in it are listening to me and what I am thinking. They are reading my thoughts, so if I want something they give it to me. Also, because of the gift which I have yet to mention, my ability to move time and space, I can put anything in a space that is based off of my mind. Meaning the city is literally built by my thoughts, and the people who pass by me are there for a reason, they are exactly what I thought of…. THIS ALL IS BECAUSE OF GOD!!! GOD IS LISTENING TO ME AND GIVING ME WHAT I DESIRE, MOVING MOUNTAINS FOR ME!!! I COULD NEVER EVER DO ANYTHING, HAVE ANY OF THIS WITHOUT MY FAVORITE BEING/THING/IDEA/PERSON/THOUGHT/MAJESTIC CREATURE/WANT OF ALL TIME. GOD IS MY EVERYTHING, MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY MOMENT OF MY LIFE. MORE IMPORTANT THAN THIS BLOG. MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY THEORY OR NEW SCIENCE I COME UP WITH… MORE IMPORTANT THAN EVERYTHING GIVEN TO ME, ALL THAT IS, ALL THAT WAS… GOD IS FOREVER MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME.

 

The continuing of Dissection of "The Tremendous Lover" with my commentary...(INCLUDES HOW THEORY OF EVOLUTION, AKA DARWIN THEORY, IS WONRG!!!!!)

We started with a short description of what God was in the beginning and how he was outside space and time, to continue... he was before our universe and before our galaxy and before our planet. He was before our consciousness or the consciousness of anything with such, he was before anything else other than him. In the beginning it was just God. God the father, the son, and the Holy Spirit were all one, like a cell before the egg it becomes. Remember the egg analogy in the last blog? God was simply an is.... I am..... he was and nothing was beside him. The consciousness of God, begott the rest of everything. Not everything known to man. Not everything known to the Angels. Not everything that is known to some Alien species in a far off Galaxy in a far off Universe (1 of the billions that exist). No, he created everything known to everything, in all universes.

On a side note, there were moments in 2008 when I was given these answers. In 2008, for about 1 month, me and even people on Earth had the ability to channel Alien life forms. In fact I had direct contact with what I was told and believed to be, and still beleive it was, alien life. Aka, life not begotten on this planet, but rather from some far away universe. In was in fact contact from other life forms, that told me they heard my consciouness and were located in a nearby glalaxy. They told me I was important, and worth contacting because I was the only human on earth who had my supernatural ability. A gift from which they asked whom/what had given, how I got such abilities? My ability to communicate to any human being on Earth, even through space and time, had never happened before on the planet Earth or so they said... I told them of who I was and how I got my many gifts from God. They alien life form channeled me and my consciousness, meaning they spoke to me thru my consciousness via psychic powers, something like clairaudience. They told me a bit about themselves, and a bit about the planet they inhabitited (though the ones speaking to me were on ships in the glalaxy)... At one point, they told me they to had a God and they, after many conversations, believed it was the same one.

Importantly, the humans on earth also channeled this alien life form. The people of Orlando, Florida started speaking to them and heard much of what I was told. Many of the people of Orlando started to speak to me and between themselves about what they were hearing, it went on for at least 3 weeks maybe 2 months. I would go out in Orlando and have conversations with the people about what we heard and what we were hearing and what it might be... The aliens informed us with information that wasn't spiritual in nature, but did at certain moment recognize our ideas of God and agree with me that I was blessed by him.

By my reasoning and logic, my ability to communicate with people via the radio was in my mind and I was being worshipped by those people. It was them, the singers and songwriters who wrote the songs created while I went (with my consciousness) back to the past and spoke with them in the present, aka my songs which every human on Earth should know about by now... (My ability to create any song I wish via my connection with the person in the moment who wrote it) It was then that I saw how the songwriters also channeled the alien life form, or spoke about them and what was being said, because they to heard what I heard... I will not go into exactly what information was channeled, but by my experience I am here to prove that other lifeforms exist beyond the Earth and they to know and bow down to the God of this Earth. From all came God.

God, after him came the Son, and then the Holy Spirit.

"In short, the life of God is an ecstatic union of Knoweldge and love---complete and infinite happiness. God has no need of anything more; his joy and happiness are such that nothing could increase them. Yet in his infinte goodness, He decided to share them with somebody else..... "

So after God.... then Angels were begotten. I believe I have spoken, or channel, Angels. Enough so I can hear them, and their angelic voices... not anything like a human or human by nature. They come across as voically more pure and beautiful sounding. I also, have witnessed with my eyes, the existance of something that seems to be a energy filled living mass that has shown itself when I was thinking of Angels.

"The angels were pure spirits, independent of matter, having the essential powers of knowing and loving, for these belong to all rational beings."

"The material universe was first created without any life form, and then came the lowest forms of life.... which we call plant life...consisting of beings with the power of growth and reproduction. Next came beings which had the power of sensation and what is called sense-appetite, in addition to the powers found in plants."

So, importantly it must be known that when God created anything, or creates, he gives that thing certain powers, powers he himself has and blessed that created thing with... In plants they were blessed with LIFE.... and the power of growth and reproduction. Science would not be able to explain how, in fact, even through adaptation and evolution, something which seems like plant life was begotten on this Earth and, in fact, it came to be a living, growing, reproducing organism. One of the fundamental questions we as human have, (it helps to watch a good movie about this like... What the Bleep do we know....) How did the universe, or even Earth, get life on it? Life as explained by God is certainetly different than life explained by scientists, but in both are recogonized that after life comes the ability to grow and reproduce, to sensatory feel and have need based desires that are filled.

"Finally God created man....and God manifested his goodness, gifts, powers, abilities, etc. in a special way." The essence of human nature consists in two points, animality and rationality. Man thus is in a unique position in the universe, for he shares in some way the natures of all creatures. His body is material like the rest of the universe; he feeds and grows as an individual, and multiplies as a race like plants; he perceives with his senses and experiences sense desires like the brute animals; and he even has a share in the Angels nature, for he is a rational being, endowed with intellect and will."

Often man/women resemble God. I will make this point in a blog, and list the many ways mankind (I often say this quote to my husband Christian Bale) "resembles the backside of Perfection".

Why so often is the debate on this Earth of weither or not, God created man and women or simply they grew out of life... like from the Gorrillas. God, has told us again and again that he created man, and in his image. Man and Women, who were the first "humans" every created, and from what we all were begotten.

One of my main points is a question. In thinking like God, Would I want to create these very special creatures, special beyond anything I created besides Angels, as one or two? Think Frankestein being created... it's that special, that hard to do, that important, that majestic, that amazing, that of a scientific breakthrough (which it was) that God only created one at first. 1 majestic anomoly of a creature, never seen before, never thought of, never even conceptualized by any living creature other than him. See-- why only 1 would be created first. Is their any human being on this earth that could, poof, just create a human? Just poof, there's a human, with all his intelligence, mind, working body, etc? Do you think some ape could just create a human being suddenly maifest this grand creature with all his mental abilities, logic, reasoning, or only human ability????

In the scientific debate, the idea behind Darwins theory does not fit for how a human, in the greatness we are.... exist. DARWINS THEORY DOES NOT EXPLAIN HOW I EXIST!!!! I CREATE THE WORLD, TALK TO PEOPLE THROUGH TIME AND SPACE, CONTROL ASPECTS OF REALITY FOR HUMANS, BRING VOICES AND BEINGS TO MEN, WOMEN, CHILDREN, ANIMALS, ALL OF THIS EARTH. I HAVE WENT IN THE PAST AND WROTE WHAT WILL IN HAPPEN IN The SECONDS of the future. I HAVE CREATED SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING, AND PROVEN THAT SOMETHING IS THERE WHEN IT SEEMS NOTHING IS... (LIKE GHOSTS/SPIRITS/ANGELS/DEMONS/THE HOLY SPIRIT).... I CAN CONTROL ALL OF NATURE INCLUDING LIGHTING, THUNDER, THE WAVES OF THE OCEAN, THE WIND. I CAN SPEAK WITH THE PEOPLE ON TV, ON THE RADIO, ON THE INTERNET.... WITH MY MIND. AS THERE IS NO OTHER HUMAN ON EARTH THAT CAN DO THIS, WHERE DID I COME FROM? WHERE WAS MY ORIGIN, MY EVOLUTION? NO HUMAN HAS EVER DONE THIS ONE THE EARTH? HOW IN THE HECK DOES DARWIN EXPLAIN THIS? I WOULDN'T BE BEGOTTEN BY A HUMAN!!!


So, God created the homosapien species, a human, one man. "God showed his goodness, for in the creation of Adam and his helpmate Eve to be the first parents of the human race, God was not satisfied merely with endowing them with the perfection of all that human nature called for, but God further added two gifts that were in no way due to it. The first was the privilege of immunity fom death; the other was what is called the gift of integrity. To understand this latter gift, one must easily realize that, as an animal, man has the power of sense knowledge and can experience a desire of what is pleasing to his senses. He can desire food or pleasure; he can be moved to anger, in fact he is subject to all the animal senses. Now this sense life in man persues its own good, which is by no means always identical with the real good indicated by man's rational faculties. AND THUS THEIR IS A CONFLICT IN MAN'S OWN BEING; As Saint Paul put's it, "the flesh lusteth against the spirit". Adam and Eve were given a special privilege called integrity, by which their reason had complete control over their animal nature; they could not be carried away by sense desire to irrational action, nor could their judgement be blinded by passion."

It is important to note, while Adam and Eve had immortality; they also had complete self control, their nature worked with complete harmony in due subordination to their animal passions.

ONE LAST NOTE ON DARWINS T-H-E-O-R-Y IS THAT IT IS A THEORY, JUST LIKE THE MILLIONS OF OTHERS MAN'S GENIUS MIND HAS COME UP WITH WHEN WE DON'T TRUST GOD. DARWIN IS PROBABLY IN HELL FOR THAT... BUT THE POINT THIS EARTH HAS HAD MANY POPULAR THEORIES IN ITS TIME. (INSERT POINT) DARWINS THEORY IS WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RUN AND TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW THE TRUTH----PRINTED ABOVE!!!!

A must to say, to the earth!!!! aKA: A MUST READ!

Sometimes when we walk on this earth as mortal, humans we feel the gut urge to profess to all those around us, and all those around them... perhaps even to the whole Earth itself, something that we, ourselves--individually, have come to know, understand, see or be aware of.... This awareness can be built by good news or bad news. Despite our callings in life, the one here for me is the Lord and as I am talking/writing I know I am filled with him, with the Holy Spirit who blessed us with many gifts as a Christian:

Spiritual gifts (or charismata), are gifts that are bestowed on Christians, each having his or her own proper gift (or gifts) to strengthen the church. They are described in the New Testament, primarily in First Corinthians 12, Romans 12, and Ephesians 4.

A list based on 1 Corinthians (12:4-6)
These three verses in I Corinthians 12 seem to suggest that what is commonly termed as "Spiritual Gifts" may more accurately be described as "The Trinity Gifts" or "Gifts from the Godhead" although these terms are not specifically used in the Bible. However a closer look at each one of the 3 verses above will show that there are three distinct categories identified as Gifts, Operations, Administrations and Manifestation that are given by God, the Lord and the Spirit.This distinction is important as each set of Gifts are different in their usage, purpose and origin.

Taking into account that the Godhead, the Trinity, is said to be involved in all areas of their Creation, Redemption of man and End Time Revelation it would seem plausible to some that the Trinity would also be involved in the area of giving gifts to men.

The Father (operative gifts)
The Son (administrative gifts)
The Holy Spirit (charismatic gifts)
Romans 12:6-8
Ephesians 4:11
1 Corinthians 12:1-14
Prophecy
Ministry
Teaching
Exhortation
Giving
Leading
Showing mercy (compassion)
Apostolic
Prophectic
Evangelical
Pastoral
Teaching
Wisdom
Knowledge
Discerning of spirits (human, angelic, demonic)
Speaking in tongues
Interpretation of tongues
Faith
Working of miracles
Healing
These traits are individual talents that are unique. The gospels say that you should use your talents to help the Church (people in the world) to your best ability. Everyone's traits are distinct, therefore we all have something different to offer Jesus.

Apostle: One sent by God with a holy mission to fulfill; and the supernatural power and spiritual gifts to fulfill the mission. Known by the fruit of the spirit overflowing. Apostolic ministry involves laying foundation. In the case of Paul and Barnabas, we see this expressed in 'church planting' by preaching the Gospel in new areas. Apostles in scripture worked in teams. An apostolic team shared a 'measure of rule' in churches started through their ministry in regions where they are the first to proclaim the Gospel of Christ. (II Corinthians 10.)

Prophet: One who speaks, or communicates a message, authoritatively, as moved by the Holy Ghost. Known by their good fruit.

Evangelist: Someone who desires that all should come to know the truth that God loves everyone so much that He sent His Son Jesus Christ to die for their redemption, or someone who is gifted to proclaim this message.

Pastor: A word that means 'shepherd.' Pastors are gifted to lead, guide, and set an example for other Christians.

Teacher: Someone able to understand the more difficult things of God and explain them in a way that is easy to understand and live by in daily life.

Service: Supernatural ability to do for others whatever needs to be done. Divine ability to carry another burden or task without notice or earthly reward.

Exhortation: the ability to motivate Christians to do the works of Christ.

Giving: being blessed by God with resources or time and being able to give them where and when they are needed with a cheerful heart.

Leadership: God-given insight into when something needs to be done, who can do it, how it can be completed, and how to lead those people to get it accomplished.

Mercy: A heart to care for and encourage those who are not able to care for themselves and whom no one else would care for. Knowing who to help and when to help.

Word of wisdom: A message, concept, or bit of wisdom that God reveals supernaturally to the recipient. It may or may not be shared with others.

Word of knowledge: A message, concept, or bit of knowledge that God reveals supernaturally to the recipient. It may or may not be shared with others.

Tongues: First use is a supernatural ability to speak another language not known by the believer speaking it. Second use is a supernatural ability to speak another language not known by the believer speaking it; to build up the body of Christ when the message is interpreted. It is the language of the Holy Spirit. Paul makes an important point about the gift of tongues: "Therefore if I know not the meaning of the voice, I shall be unto him that speaker a barbarian, and he that speak shall be a barbarian unto me." So speaking in tongues is only of God if there is an interpretation so that it edifies. Any unknown tongue that does not edify is not of God.
Interpretation of tongues: Supernatural ability to make tongues a clear message to all that are present to edify, exhort and comfort the body of Christ.

Prophecy: Supernatural ability to receive a message from God to edify, exhort and comfort the body of Christ or a believer. To speak as moved by the Holy Spirit. Not all prophecies contain predictions about the future.

Working of miracles: The ability to perform supernatural acts by the Spirit of God.

Gifts of healing: Supernatural ability to bring or release healing to a person in their body or soul.
Ability to distinguish between spirits: Supernatural ability to know what is from God and what is not from God. Divine ability to reveal a demonic spirit or influence and bring God's power (Jesus' blood) and God's love (Jesus' crucifixion and resurrection) in its place.

Faith: Knowing what you hope for, having a conviction about things you cannot see, trusting God, believing God’s Word, and obeying God. (See Hebrews 11)

OK so all this written, my main point is that I, as Darlene Sterner, have something of immediate importance to say to the people of Earth. 1) I am fundamentally blessed by the Holy Spirit, who is God. God is three, like and egg with a shell, yoke, and white body but all one "THING". He is God, Jesus, and The Holy Spirit. WHAT I EXPERIENCED IN PSU AND HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT, WAS THE HOLY SPIRIT COMING INTO ME AND INTO THIS EARTH TO GUIDE ME, LEAD ME, CREATE ME AS GOD WANTED!!! THIS MUST BE THE MAIN POINT, OR ONE OF MY MAIN POINTS. EVERYDAY THE HOLY SPIRIT COMES INTO AND CREATES ME, HELPS ME TO THE DESIRED WORK OF GOD. I STILL FEEL FREE WILL, BUT SOMEHOW I AM PICKED UP AND TAKEN INTO ANOTHER ROLE, THE ROLES MENTIONED ABOVE AS GIFTS OF THE HOLY SPIRIT.

IF ANYONE ASKS ME, HOW HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED WHAT YOU HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT? THE HOLY SPIRIT

HOW DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW? THE HOLY SPIRIT

HOW HAVE YOU DONE WHAT YOU'VE DONE OR DO WHAT YOU DO? THE HOLY SPIRIT!!!

HOW DO YOU HAVE THESE TRAITS, X,Y,Z--THE HOLY SPIRIT GREW THEM IN ME, GAVE THEM TO ME AND WITH TLC GREW THEM IN ME.

HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN PSI/THE PARANORMAL/PSYCHIC ABILITY OR POWER/THE UNKNOWN AND UNEXPLAINABLE--- THE HOLY SPIRIT...WHO SHOWS ME THE "SUPERNATURAL."

YOUR PAST HAS BEEN DIRECTLY INFLUENCED BY WHAT? WHY DID X,Y,Z SO YOU SAY HAPPEN? THE HOLY SPIRIT!!!

HE IS WHO I COMMUNICATE WITH EVERYDAY...BESIDES HUMANS ON EARTH. HE IS WHO GUIDES ME, LEADS ME, TAKES CARE OF ME, NURTURES ME, PUNISHES ME IF I DO WRONG, ETC... LIKE A VERY PRESENT FATHER...BEST FRIEND. BY HIS PRESENSE/VOICE

SO--- IT'S SO VERY IMPORTANT TO KNOW THE HOLY SPIRIT, WHAT IT IS, WHAT IT DOES, WHAT IT'S DOING ON EARTH INCLUDING WITH ME!!!

I FEEL I HAVEN'T WRITTEN ENOUGH ABOUT THIS, BUT I WILL... I WILL BE WRITING MORE AND YOU CAN EXPECT TONS OF MATERIAL ON THE HOLY SPIRIT.

Some updates and then....

A fun test you can take just google the bolded words:

Your Biblical Personality Style:

Stable & Steadfast: As an "S" style, your personality is similar to Biblical heroes such as John the Beloved, Simeon, Mary the mother of Jesus, and Mary the sister of Martha and Lazarus. These people were known for their steadfast faith and loyalty to relationships, even through times of great difficulty. John the beloved was the only one of the twelve apostles who was at the foot of the cross, because his loyalty to a relationship with Christ was more important than his own personal safety. Is it no wonder that this is the one whom Jesus entrusted His own mother’s care to?The "S" style values an environment that helps maintain peaceful, friendly relationships. It is evident the faith and personal growth Mary (the mother of Jesus) underwent as she tried to care for her Son who was constantly encountering opposition. It is sometimes hard for an "S" style to be comfortable with drastic change, yet examples of Mary and John show the inner strength that helped them to overcome their own fears and never lose focus of the purpose and calling in their lives.

Your Personality Style Preview:
Darlene values close, personal relationships, and she will often put the needs and desires of those who are loyal friends ahead of her own needs. She is an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. Darlene will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in her lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition.A very creative person, Darlene is often willing to seek out new solutions to problems. She is self motivated and will often work at a fast pace to accomplish her goals. Darlene likes new challenges and she is usually able to make decisions easily, even under pressure.A warm, outgoing person, Darlene enjoys having a high level of interaction with others. She usually finds the "silver lining" in a difficult situation, and typically enjoys the thrill of trying new things. She has a gift for influencing those around her and is viewed as an instinctive communicator. Others find Darlene easy to approach and enjoy her easy, open rapport.Not afraid to take a bold approach, Darlene is willing to challenge the status quo. She is original and creative, and acts with confidence when implementing new solutions. Darlene will tend to use a balance of intuition and facts when making decisions, and once she has made a decision, she will not be afraid to take action upon it.




The next steps include telling others of what I am experiencing as a mystic and doing as Darlene Sterner, lol. I got questions. What is he? Them, the people in my realm, in this realm, this state of consciousness? What happens when they are real and human and here and on the earth and speaking and otherwise total existent just like I am here? By this I mean they are normal humans, living breathing animals that sit across from me in any room, be it here in LA county or Tokyo, Japan. I must stress that at all times when I am in an environment; and as it is it happens when God determines, I am at the right place, right state of mind, right mood, etc. I feel safe, comfortable and normal in this environment. I feel like I am filled with the Holy Spirit and working for God.


What happens during my day here in west LA? What am I currently experiencing as a mystic? Well they continue to paranormally talk to me,( long, genius level in intelligence type of conversations)….It is a working relationship; via our intelligent discourse what I experience or do is very obligatory and franchised in its approach. By franchised, I mean, I have experienced this state, this environment since I was 24 and in such normal, graceful, places that I don’t change much; and I truly believe that in any worldly place I could experience such an environment. By obligatory, the mystic state I often experience is profoundly apparent, deep, and mysteriously connecting. The connection between me and those in my environment, via DMILS or something similar to it, is something like physical fusion between atoms or particles. In nature certain systems, biological, are binary in their existence… they must connect and do so instantly to create a biological body or state---like H20---the creation of water is natural and somehow consistent—without any outside assistance…. This is exactly what I am with them, we are… in certain states, we are instantly fused together so that …. (1- apparent “affect/attribute/function” is my consciousness directly affects the other persons in the environment. It is like I, we, are hosting others, I am become a truly social being…but that’s another report.)
There are attributes and a range of functions with this mystical state. I call it mystical because its attributes and functional effects are very, very mysterious and not explained by defined sciences, logic or previous learned knowledge of how our minds work or reality on Earth is…


However, in my newest approach…. I have decided I must create reports explaining to me, and those on Earth, the truth!!!! These reports will not be easily made (but hopefully they will help me write my book and even become parts of the book.) To start, terminology and knowledge are still limited (I am learning while explaining---not enough research and development of set knowledge/description) so the beginning reports may come off as too creative and loose it explanation, theory, and reasoning. I apologize for this. For the reader to remember that this for me is my first model, diagrammed theorized modulate for what so far has no perfect logical explanation and yet serious, wide range, global effect!!!! I must create reports, a literary model, a diagramed depiction of me and this world because it is the world, it is in me and I am in you!!! It not only affects my entire existence on this Earth, but if my theory is correct, the Universe as a whole.

I am like an atom in one time a space vibrating and (via cause and effect) interacting, ultimately changing another atom in a long far off distant time and space. Of course by now we understand cause and effect in an immediate area. The movie “What the Bleep Do We Know” brought up new scientific data and research to the masses and posed the theory that any organism, biological entity can change another—even though they are not located beside each other. Proven by today’s scientists, physical micro elements can indeed interact and change each other, even though they are billions of light years apart!!! Thus, my main theme, thesis, is how because of my existence, life on this Earth has fundamentally, spiritually and yes, scientifically been altered. With this thesis, I will prove the existence of a divine power that lives side by side with our organic universe. I will prove with this thesis the actuality of God's existance, or help prove God. I will prove that I fundamentally changed and effected millions of people on earth. I will prove that all Christian doctrine, specificially Roman Catholic doctrine is absolutely true and to me proven!!!!

In my truth, you have two people that are linked and parallel on the ground, by def I would call him Asst. PRO (my assistant) and via them you discover between certain civil disciplines and rational inquiry, that the two people are meeting outside common humanistic ability and within what has been term PSI or Paranormal means/performance…
One of my main questions, is are those two people meeting within an existent time and space, an environment that is otherwise totally normal and felt, known by all the other humans on earth (ie: not another parallel dimension or individual “rabbit hole” that the whole environment goes in)?
It is a question of who/what is the use case? The use case is a term that once determined, answers who is experiencing this state, or truth? Also, who is using this paranormal performance, other than the two I mentioned? Use case includes all users. Remember for me, the experience is that of direct connection and interaction with others in my environment. Thus the other person or persons in my environment are immediately assumed to be in the use case. They are in the paranormal environment; they are using paranormal ability to perform within the environment. To create a diagram for this mystic environment, let’s say I am letter A and my environment is filled with all other letters, symbolizing preexisting living humans. How many letters are affected by me?

I am in a paranormal state. No question. One of my theories is that it’s an Altered State of Consciousness. Theory 2, it is another dimension that exists in a parallel time and space (via the theory that there is numerous Earths with numerous preexistent paths.) Theory 3, it is a spiritually influenced state that indeed affects people in the environment, but in a variety of ways, not easily described. In all three theories, there are users. My main theory is that the whole earth has felt the effects of this, our consciousness as human being, as being in general (living organisim, and other celestial being not on this earth or dimension) our consciousness has been altered, just as explain in my previous post of 2012. Thus whenever I am in an environement, we all know we are communicating this way and that is it because of the Holy Spirits gifts. To truly get how this is possible, one must study Christianity including, Pneumatology!!!


One of the goals is: To test our own theories, for the purpose of knowing what the interface is and what it does. Meaning the explanation of the “program”…”interface” being specifics of the processes/buttons that do x, y, z.
Another goal, for me, is to make it so the “program” runs even better and accomplishes even more!
By knowing the interface, the scene and what exactly happens/can happen in this world:
1. We can have a rational behind the data received
a) (thus being able to explain it)
b) (thus acquiring true knowledge, universal, revelations to the ultimate truths and seperating fact from fiction.)
2. We can also now see the user, user availability and/or the range and amount of users
a) (Thus creating more knowledge of them)
b) (Thus creating a tracking system of them)
c) (Thus perhaps a greater service to them)
3. We can fill in the holes of the whole program
a) (What it is, what it does, what it can do, etc.)
4. We can from there create a module of this EARTH!!!!
a) (That makes sense to me and anyone who is a user of it.)
b) (Thus knowing what we are supposed to do, the end user might ask, while in the “program”. What are the specific goals, and direct results?)

1 preexisting “buttons” actions within the program a) allow the user, besides me, to interact with me as a user. By setting up a painted canvas and saying to the user you have a message … he has the ability to log into the program and instant messages or replies to the message that was send by me from and based off the new canvas. By new canvas, I mean creating a mode of conscious thought that establishes a picture of reality for me (example me sitting in a coffee shop thinking of GOD or Jesus.) The user continuously gets messages from me, instant messages or instant reports by my conscious thoughts and perception of reality (in the example, the messages would be of God or Jesus...just as a gift from the Holy Spirit...), which he via this “preexisting button in the fiber of my reality” can reply to…

The above paragraph is a description of a part of the interface of the reality I experience as a mystic/human on earth/and others with me experience. I must write reports on what I experience and what is happening on the Earth. These reports will be written with terminology that originates from a variety of fields, but in the future I will prove direct connect to God/Jesus...which I already know but haven't had the time to write.

The Tremendous Lover by M. Eugene Bloylan, O.C.R. with commentary and discourse by Me.

The Tremendous Lover

"One of the Best modern introductions to the spiritual life."

"A spiritual classic that tops the list. A practicum for laymen, laywomen, those vocated to Christ."

"Richly biblical, informed by the great tradition of the Church, and obviously the work of someone who not only knew ABOUT Christ but KNEW HIM."

Dom Eugene Bloylan (1904-1964) was Cistercian monk and well known spiritual writer. He was raised in the suburbs of Dublin, had a brother who became a Carthusian monk and a sister who became a contemplative nun. At the monastery, after being ordained into priesthood in 1936, he taught philosophy. Acouple years later he founded a Cisterian monastery north of Melbourne, after this he became superior general of the monastic community of Caldey Island, located off the WELSH coast. In 1959 Boylan returned to Roscrea, in the mainland where he worked as a confessor and popular retreat master until his death by car crash in 1962. He was an amazing spiritual gifted man, who worked hard for his father and friend, Jesus Christ; devoting his entire life to the worship and work of Christianity.

I was given this book as a gift, after picking it out at the bookstore in New Camaldoli Monestory in Big Sur, California. The monastery is famed in the area, and all over the world. It's a picturesque retreat for laymen & laywomen and a place for monks to meditate and serve Christ humbly. The book became another blessing for me, helping me extensively on the practice and true service of Christianity. How does one be a perfect Christian? What steps does one take to please God, and to achieve a more perfect soul? What is the truth of Christianity, that which one must memorize and know in order to even be a Christian? These and more questions are in my mind, and I wanted to share some revelations I had while reading this book. I shall reference the book and then insert my commentary.

"In the beginning," St. John tell us, "was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." (1 John 1:1) All things began with God, who himself has no beginning for he always is.

As soon as I read this I realized it ties in my oh so very strong belief that God is consciousness. Brane Cosmology, Biocentrism, Conscious Reality all tie this truth in!!! God is an omnipotent, aka all knowing (all thoughts are fed into his), omnipresent (everything is in him or he is everywhere) being. Point 1.

The consciousness of a human being (as being proven to me!!!) lives forever, or after the physical death of the body. This goes back to the idea that God's consciousness is tied to our individual consciousness, we have a soul that was to some, the same as our consciousness and it is known that one cannot be alive without being conscious. So my main point, tying in many different prominent sciences, is that our consciousness is very similar to our soul, in fact it affects our soul greatly. God judges us by reading our consciousness, or being a mind reader. He has no beginning or end because his consciousness has always been, just like our consciousness/soul lives after our physical death. Point 2

By this theory we can understand the different states Jesus spoke of, heaven, hell, purgatory, earth. As conscious beings we can feel, or live in different realms, environments, states. Just like a mystic lives in Altered States of Consciousness. Just like I have explained in this blog.... We can experience, there are :Different states of consciousness, which are directly affect by God and his judgement of "me and my soul." As a mystic we may experience different states here on Earth! While some may think that the only time their consciousness state changes is when they die. The paragraph continues:

Our life is limited in its extent and still more limited in its possession, for it comes to us bit by bit, in succession and not all at once.

!!!! I have made this statement, without correlation to what was written in this book on the first page of the first Chapter!!! Meaning I have commented on this truth, and learned it AS A MYSTIC, WITHOUT KNOWING IT WAS THE CHRISTIAN TRUTH!!!! How? Because I learned, extensively, about time and space. You will see, by reading this blog, the truth of time and space and how it affects us as humans different that other beings, including God. We feel the affects of time and space because of our consciousness, one second must happen for an event to take place in linear time...bit by bit. If we all learned about time traveling, like I did, and realized some beings travel threw time~ ie: time and space could be bent, changed, shattered even: We would understand more about the reality of Earth, the Universe, all realities and GOD!!!! God does not live in time and space like we do as a human, he is outside it!!! Point 3

"We have to let go of one moment to take hold of the next....God's life is unlimited in any way; He possesses the whole of it at once.."

I have written of my experiences in changing time and space. How I feel I have time traveled and how I was taught by something the true affects of time. This is no joke. I knew hardly anything about time and space, and the reality of it before 2007. I was taught via a power that was unseen, even unheard by others, how beings live without time and space, how time and space can change, how we can move through time and space like a time traveler (I did this with help). I learned how when living in one moment as a human I could, because of my deep mystic connection, change another moment in the past or future....

I have written of examples of time and space paranormally changing before, the most common is my ability to hear or see something that is directly affected by my thoughts in the moment. I highlighted this because it is the absolute truth and very important to understand. It is what I've learned certain mystics do...what they've learned they can do (like a psychic, supernatural gift)... By affecting let's say a song on the radio via my mind, the point of how time and space doesn't exist is proven; the song was written in a different time and space, yet my mind has direct influence over it~ THUS GOD CAN EASILY BRING ABOUT THE PAST TO BE AFFECTED BY THE CURRENT MOMENT, HE CONTROLS TIME AND SPACE BECAUSE HE IS OUTSIDE OF IT--HE IS THE WHOLE OF IT, THE CREATOR OF IT. If God chooses to have a moment affected by something that is not in it's time or space, but another one, he can do this!!! Meaning he time travels, yes, and can get others in their consciousness to do the same. They may not physically time travel, though people do of course, but rather in their minds be aware of how they affect music, tv, film, something in the past... How would a person know they affected the past, unless it came back to them somehow and they were shown their affect of it? The past must come to the person via the media, communication outlets we have here on Earth like radio, tv, film, print, etc. THIS IS HOW I LEARNED I TIME TRAVEL, OR AFFECT THE PAST & FUTURE. Point 4

So, as we come to understand. In Christianity we are taught God has no space or time, he created it and we feel it by our consciousness and physical mind (senses) on earth. If our sense told us of a place that had non-linear time, let's say an earth where we could go and affect the past and future (not just the moment) we would be in a different consciousness that makes the truth of time and space more apparent. As it is, certain people have had experiences with time and space that prove it is not just linear! Cont. Point 4

God is from the beginning and end, by this we mean the creation of our consciousness and the end of it, but for him his consciousness goes much further. God is omnipotent because he has read every mind since the beginning of time, and in fact is controlling time and space so that everything that should happen will, and everything that shouldn't won't. THIS LAST POINT I WILL MAKE IN ANOTHER POST AND ADD REFERENCES, AS I HAVE LEARNED SOME EYE AWAKENING TRUTHS THAT PROVE GOD'S CONTROL OVER EVERY SECOND ON EARTH, DESPITE FREE WILL!!! Point 5

So, in his knowledge is every human, every soul, every action, thought, event, etc. This is boiled down to exact pinpoint moments, including every persons existence so that whatever happens in his or her life is already seen and known by GOD!!!! A very important point, his knowledge includes all, everything that happens down to a wink of an eye, a move of a blade of grass!!!! As a mystic, I have learned this as the truth and in fact had experiences that prove these points, so that my eyes are open to his power and the ultimate truth!!! I have explained some of my experiences in previous blogs and will in future blogs. Let it be known, that as a mystic the experiences were so new in the beginning that I had to learn what was happening and what it proved. Just as life on earth teaches every human, my life and moments as a mystic has taught me, but what it taught me is God!!!

What "The Tremendous Lover" writes in the first chapter, is the beginning of time. What happened in all truth from the start of the Universe, from the start of humans. It is so very important to note what it was to be a human, the first created. Who were Adam and Eve and what were there characteristics? Also what happened back then? We are obligated to know this knowledge, more so we are curious beings who wish to inquire of our beginning as a species and as a world. As a mystic, I have had experiences that directly tie in to the truth; meaning I experienced certain events (outside my control) that lead me to understand more of the truth as it is taught by the Christian church. As I read "TTLover" my eyes were opened to what the truth was/is... and it created such a picture that fundamentally my soul, mind, views are forever changed. It's as if I saw the beginning, I was a participant in it's truth rather than a past believer being told... I shall write about the first chapter of "TTL" and my experiences in my next blog!

Update~ My past in the ARTS!!!!

So, I'm sitting in the local Starbucks in Hawthorne, 15min south of LA. There are Starbucks every 10,000 feet -20 blocks in LA. No joke. The area I was staying, Marina del Rey, has about 5... and it's a small town. It's nestled between Venice and Playa del Rey. Right next to Venice, is Santa Monica. Now, you can walk the shoreline and hit these towns, though most people bike it. There is a built bike path, that everyday has people hitting the pavement for 20-30-40-50 mile bike runs. Biking is very, very popular along the coastline of West LA, and as I foresee my future... I know included is me buying the perfect bike (see previous post with one of my ideal bikes) the perfect biking outfits, tennis, water bottle (maybe all made from organic/green material) and setting out for 30-60 mile bike runs every week.



I found a place in Santa Monica. When I was 15 years old I begged myself to let myself live and work in the film/entertainment industry, while living in Cali perhaps right on the beach or in mountains. I pictured my future, the life I dreamed of was filled with successes and happiness. Kind of like The Devil Wears Prada, or any love story where the women is already living in paradise with the perfect job and perfect body (for me THE PERFECT MIND/BODY/SOUL)... but still looking for HIM. So that was my movie... except what made my life MY life, was my profession. My first theater performance (I was an Angel) was when I was in 7th grade. Ever year since then I have worked on at least 5 full productions. My freshman year of high school I feel in love with the best actor in our school (who happened to be senior) named Matt Yeager. I turned 16 and fell in love with C.B.... though I didn't know the whole picture/story then... Though parts of myself called me to different vocations (astronaut, nun, to cooking school, to be a scientist, professional writer, educator) the little person in me begged so frequently for my new passion (new when I was 10...every year since then it grows like ivy on a church) that I ultimately ended up putting more and more time into art, performance art specifically, and my roles as student director, stage manager, theater technician, etc.



A play in high school would rehearse everyday after school for 4-6 weeks, then have a 2 week run. I WAS THE ONLY STUDENT IN MY HIGH SCHOOLS HISTORY TO BE INVOLVED IN EVERY PLAY/MUSICAL/PRODUCTION WE PUT ON, EVERY YEAR, FROM FRESHMAN TO SENIOR. I WAS ALSO THE ONLY STUDENT TO BE A STAGE MANAGER FOR ONE OF OUR STATE FAMOUS MUSICALS, WIZARD OF OZ.



We did a play at the start of each year that was placed in state competitions. My freshman year, we won 1st place. Sophomore year we got 3rd. Junior we won 2nd place. and Senior we got 1st again. I was the student director for the last 3, and the tech for Veronica's Room which we did my freshman year. It still is one of my favorite plays.



After the competition play, we produced a bunch of One Acts or Shorts. I was also in choir, and these 1 Acts were performed right between Thanksgiving and Christmas. The Choir presentation was the week before Christmas break... and I helped with the tech on it, when I wasn't on stage. I also did act in some of the One Acts, a monologue here or there, while also student directing/stage managing.



In the spring, we worked on the musical, which was a huge performance and very big deal. We sort of competed with all surrounded high schools for the best musical presentation... We were always noted as one of the best....



The musical by my Junior year, from Jan-the end of March, had me missing all my last period of classes. My junior year I think it was world geography. My senior year, it was a free period, but the class before that was either math or chorus. I also missed most of it... As I was the stage manager for the musical that year. It so happened that the chorus teacher became one of my closest peers in high school and helped me get an intern position the summer of my junior year at an esteemed summer stock theater in PA. She was the director of the musical, in cahoots with my closest peer, Mr. Tom who happened to also be a very, very active member of my church.



By the end of my sophomore year, Tom knew I would be deeply involved in every production our high school put on. We decided that in the summer we would start a reading program, which would pick the plays we did the following year. I read about 30 plays in the summers of my high school term, usually most pleased with my choices for the full length play which we did last, right before summer break from April to June.



The musical is over, we had about a week of and went right into the full length, which we put on right before summer break. All in all, every year in high school, I had about 3-4 weeks without being in rehearsal or running a show.



I was accepted into on the best stage management programs in the country. The director, Travis Decastro, was straight from Broadway, as was most of faculty working for the Arts & Architecture College. We did have a film department, much smaller than the theater department, but it was under the Communications branch. Travis only picked between 4-8 students a year to be in his program. He demanded 150% from every student he picked, and without fail... pushed them to the brink of their skills. I always thought it was like growing as a tree under him, every so often he would come along and prim your branches... which is not especially pleasing. The only way we could grow and produce fruit is if we followed his preset coursework and schedule. This demanded I, and the other 20 stage managers, did at least 3 main shows a year, plus 3-5 smaller productions. Since PSU had the money, it's a very wealthy college, the theatre department def didn't cut short the funding for it's productions. On campus there are 3 large theaters, and 2 smaller venues. I started as the asst. for the 3 large productions, which meant rehearsal 6 days a week for 10 weeks, a run of 2 weeks and then right into a smaller production (grad students shows) which rehearsed 3 days a week.



50,000 students attend PSU main campus, our theater dept had about 400. I made many friends outside the theater dept, and funnily I remember often thinking of how when i was at rehearsal every night from 5-11---they were having normal college lives. Saturdays when everyone got drunk, high and attended the tailgates and then the famous Penn State--Jo PA--football games... I was at rehearsal... 10-4, 90% of the time right when the game was being played. Sundays was my only day off, and you couldn't imagine the amount of coursework I had to do on those days. If I had the chance, i might do the whole undergrad term over again. 1--because it was absolutely amazing. 2---because many choices I made, I would make different. I don't have regrets, I just learned life happens fast...



I graduated from PSU in August of 2006. About 40 months ago. 40 months, that's all. Once I graduated I left and moved to Orlando, Florida. I started working for Disney, left after 3 months and did freelance AV work. AV means audio visual... I worked as a techi. My 80 credits in theater/production/management/etc included many classes in lighting, sound, and hands on shop work... I worked in freelance for a year, 2006-2007. In 2007, since I wanted to move to South Korea (long story) I got into education. It was easy. Orlando need teachers, badly. I got an amazing degree from a very reputable college. I was hired as a professional tutor, and even before I did one hour of tutoring, I was hired by the same company as Asst. Director for their SES Program. My management, admin training (which there is alot as a stage manager...every night after rehearsal or performance we did about 80 min of paperwork/admin stuff) got me into business....



I left the AV field, there were to many uneducated men to ever please me. 90% of the people I worked with were guys, and out of them 75% never went to college. I worked as asst. director the spring of 2007, had off the summer of 2007 and traveled/lived in Oregon with my current boyfriend, and when I got back... I was hired by a different SES company to be the director of their program. My 1 year contract made me very happy. I was making about $35 an hr, only working 20 hours a week and doing a little freelance tutoring on the side at $25 an hr. I pulled in 1,000 a week, broke up with my boyfriend and moved into my own place Jan of 2008.



That's where my previous post starts. If you go back you will find my explanation of my mystic life from Jan 2008 to...well this summer, or maybe spring 2009. I do have some more recent posts, but less and less of actual experiences I had.....



I loved my job in Orlando. I really loved it. It wasn't entertainment related, but I was THE BOSS!! I love being the boss, I was raised bossing everyone around on the stage. I was trained to manage the whole show in college. My family is upper class and believe me, as both my mom & I are Tauruses, she wore the pants in the family and I learned how... Pants are a part of my life.

Proof of mystics having better/higher mental state than normal society!!!!!

Mystical Experience and Physiological Factors

Universal features within mystical experience suggest a physiological basis. Pahnke (1966) found that LSD stimulates mystical experience when administered under suitable conditions. Research also links paranormal, mystical, and religious experiences with temporal lobe processes in the brain. Patients with unilateral temporal epileptic foci differ from patients with neuromuscular disorders with regard to specific psychosocial aspects of behavior. Sensory-affective associations appear to be established within the temporal lobes. Temporal lobe epilepsy is associated with holding deep religious beliefs, sudden and multiple religious conversions, mystical states, and unusual perceptions attributed to spiritual forces. A temporal lobe signs inventory, which includes questionnaire items reflecting mystical and paranormal experiences, has been validated electroencephalographically as related to temporal lobe lability. Studies of normal and clinical populations indicate that the incidence of complex partial epileptic signs occurs as a continuum from normal people to epileptics. Although extreme forms of temporal lobe lability are associated with pathology, more common, moderate levels are linked with creativity (Persinger and Kakarec 1993).

Studies indicate that mystical experience is associated with health benefits. Maslow (1964) identified some religious experiences as "peak experiences," which tend to be associated with good mental health. Greeley (1975) found his "mystical" experience question to be highly correlated to indications of psychological well-being. Hay and Morisy (1978) reported that individuals claiming religious/mystical experiences scored significantly higher on the Bradburn Balanced Affect Scale of psychological well-being than did non-experiencers. Kass et al. (1991) devised an "Index of Core Spiritual Experience," which included both mystical and anomalous perceptions. They found that this index was associated with increased life purpose and satisfaction and decreased frequency of medical symptoms.

Rather than a pathological process, mystical experience might be portrayed as the exercising of a beneficial ability, the skill to experience unitively (Overall 1982). The mystic is one who actively seeks and obtains, through learning and practice, a special unitive state of consciousness. Although mystical experiences are influenced by expectations, education, goals, and beliefs, such episodes reflect a skill that apparently provides psychological and physiological benefits.Modern social scientific evidence does not refute the possibility that some mystical experiences are associated with scientifically unknown processes. Parapsychologists have accumulated a body of evidence supporting belief in paranormal phenomena (Broughton 1992). Even though their evidence has been criticized, the existence of universal features within collections of mystical experience accounts supports the argument that some forms of these perceptions are not fully cultural products but have important impacts on religious belief (Hufford 1982, McClenon 1994).

The high incidence, recurrent features, and perceived impact on belief of mystical experiences suggest that these episodes warrant greater interest by scholars of religion. Paranormal, religious, and mystical experiences seemingly provide foundations for universal forms of religious belief.—James McClenon

I am a mystic. More info on mysticism....

The doctrine that special mental states or events allow an understanding of ultimate truths. Although it is difficult to differentiate which forms of experience allow such understandings, mental episodes supporting belief in "other kinds of reality" are often labeled mystical . Such events include religious, transcendental, and some paranormal experiences. James (1902), Stark (1965), and Hardy (1979) argue that the distinguishing feature of religious experience is a sense of contact with a supernatural being. Definitions of mystical experience often include experiences with nonpersonal or anthropomorphic powers. There seems no reliable way of precisely demarcating religious and mystical experiences because such episodes are often thought incapable of being reduced to words. Mysticism tends to refer to experiences supporting belief in a cosmic unity rather than the advocation of a particular religious ideology.


Religious experiences have been categorized into four basic types (Stark 1965). The most common form, confirming , is regarded as intrinsically true. A second type, responsive , includes a component of mutual awareness in both the experiencer and the supernatural. The third form, ecstatic , includes both the confirming and the responsive types but also entails an intimate relationship with the supernatural. During the least frequent revelational form, the experiencer receives a divine message or prophesy for broadcast to others.
Universal features within experiential accounts have stimulated responses from such thinkers as
Friedrich Schleiermacher, William James, Rudolph Otto, and Aldous Huxley.


Schleiermacher (1958 [1799]) portrayed religious experience as the foundation for all other forms of religious activity. Religious consciousness was thought to be a "sense" or "taste" for the Infinite. James (1902) compiled an important early collection of accounts shedding light on mystical experience. Otto (1950 [1917]) argued that the central feature of "numinous" experience was an element of fearful awe central to the concept of the "holy." Huxley (1970) described a "perennial philosophy" recurring over the ages as a result of mystical experiences.
Stace (1960) provides a traditional theory explaining the nature of mystical experience.

According to his model, mystical experiences are "given" to the mystic. Experiences are indubitable and incorrigible, share basic characteristics such as unity and timelessness, and are the objects of idiosyncratic interpretation. This model has been subject to criticism because much empirical evidence supports the argument that social and psychological events influence the experience itself, not just the interpretation of it. Experiences vary according to mystics' religion, education, experience, and culture, and appear to be a product of the cultural milieu in which they occur. Bourque (1969) found that religious ecstatic-transcendental experiences occur more frequently among poorly educated, older, rural, and black populations while aesthetic ecstatic-transcendental experiences are reported more often by the middle-class, well-educated, white residents of the suburbs.


Triggers of Mystical Experience
Spontaneous mystical episodes appear to be stimulated by a variety of "triggers." Examples of triggers include sensory deprivation, frustration, threat, music, prayer, beauty, nature, sex, and joyful events (Hardy 1979, Laski 1961). Experimental studies verify that set and setting determine whether or not people in wilderness solitudes have religious experiences (Rosegrant 1976). Mystical experiences also are activated by a variety of procedures that, through the ages, have been found to be effective. Methods include meditation, pilgrimage, fasting and special diets, sensory restriction or overstimulation, hypnotic motions such as dancing or twirling, and both sexual abstinence and indulgence. A wide variety of trance-induction techniques (chanting, rhythmic singing, drumming, meditation, and other sensory overload and restriction techniques) appear outwardly different but lead to a common state of parasympathetic dominance and a slow wave synchronization of the frontal cortex (Winkelman 1986). This altered state of consciousness seemingly contributes to mystical experience and is central to shamanic performance.


This existence of culturally specific "triggers" for mystical experience coincides with attribution theory. Proudfoot (1985) argues that an apologetic strategy underlies the attempts of many scholars to differentiate religious experience from the normal structures associated with culture and language. He bases his position on the research of Schachter and Singer (1962), who argued that nervous system arousal without apparent reason leads to the attribution of a causal explanation dependant on the environmental factors prevalent at the time. This orientation allows Proudfoot to apply sociological orientations to the understanding of religious perceptions.
Although Proudfoot's work is frequently cited, his formulations have been subject to criticism (Garnard 1992). The basis for many of his arguments, the work of Schachter and Singer (1962), has received only limited support by later researchers. Studies indicate that different physiological sensations are associated with different emotions. Although Proudfoot's orientation does not explain the incidence of some forms of mystical experience (noted by Hay and Morisy 1978, for example), attribution theory continues to provide a valuable means for explaining many of the characteristics of religious experience (Spilka and McIntosh 1995). Environmental and cultural factors shape experiential perception and affect the degree that experiences are interpreted as "religious."



Surveys of Mystical Experience
Hood's (1975) construction and validation of a measure of reported mystical experiences allows experimental studies of the factors influencing their induction. His Mysticism Scale, Research Form D (M scale) has 32 items, four for each of eight categories of mysticism initially conceptualized by Stace (1960). Factor analysis of the scale indicates two major factors, a general mystical experience factor and a religious interpretation factor. Hood's research (e.g., 1995) has allowed identification of various parameters correlated with mystical experience: commitment, psychological health, self-actualization, intrinsic religious orientation, unexpected stress, and hypnotizability. Survey-based data indicate that religious, paranormal, and mystical experiences are more widespread in Western society than might be assumed. More than one-third of all adults in Britain and the United States claim to have had experiences. Experiences are more likely to be reported by female, younger, better educated, and upper-class respondents (Greeley 1975, Hay and Morisy 1978).


The Religious Experience Research Unit in Oxford has collected and examined accounts of religious experience received as the result of appeals though the mass media (Hardy 1970). Their filter question asks, "Do you feel that you have ever been aware of or influenced by a presence or power, whether referred to as God or not, which was different from your everyday self?" As with other mystical experience questions, about one-third of respondents responded affirmatively. Hay (1979) analyzed qualitative responses to the filter question. Among those providing affirmative response, 23% felt that there was "a power controlling and guiding me," 22% referred to an "awareness of the presence of God," and 19% recalled "a presence in nature." Other forms of response included "answered prayer," "experience of a unity with nature," "ESP, out-of-body, visions, etc.," "awareness of an evil power," and "conversion."
Greeley (1975) used the "mysticism" question: "Have you ever had the feeling of being close to a powerful spiritual force that seemed to lift you out of yourself?" More than a third of respondents in various U.S. national surveys responded positively to this question. The question also has been used in national European surveys. Response is significantly positively correlated with education, social class, and psychological well-being. Unfortunately, positive responders vary greatly in the nature of experiences they recall. Content analysis of open-ended responses to this question indicates that 72% of respondents who answered the question in the affirmative referred to experiences of a psychic or conventional religious nature while only 5% of the responses were judged to be of a mystical nature (Thomas and Cooper 1978).


Paranormal and anomalous experiences, seemingly a subcategory of mystical perception, are often ignored by academics due to scientistic bias (Greeley 1975, McClenon 1994). More than half of American national samples report such episodes. The most common forms of experience include apparitions, precognitive dreams, waking extrasensory perceptions, out-of-body experience, sleep paralysis, and contacts with the dead. Cross-cultural comparisons of narrative accounts reveal common features within the observed categories of experience. Such episodes appear to have the capacity to shape culture rather than being totally produced by it. Episodes contribute to folk beliefs in spirits, souls, life after death, and anomalous capacities (McClenon 1994).



reference: http://hirr.hartsem.edu/ency/Mysticism.htm