March entry

March 09
So, as I research some more online, I think of how if I journal, remembering everything that happened will be so much easier. Plus it will bring up my typing skills, and fluidity in writing. Last night was wonderful. Absolutely wonderful! I got a psychic message again during the day. I didn’t see it, I heard it. I had an email from Gerald, a famous mentalist who I happened to find because of my research on telepathy. He and I have been emailing because I would like some of his contacts and what he can do amazes me, reminds me of me. He can even do something that mentally I have not!!! I want to be able to do these things, so thus prove infinitely my theories and to the scientific community, disproving theirs---He is more of a magician though and I have doubt as to what kind of help he can give me. I am not looking to become a famous magician, card tricks, parlor tricks are not what I do! Do I have the ability to entertain the masses? Of course, I would say yes, as I can create so much by my mind, by my request. For example, that wonderful cartoon that was shown on United, or the wonderful shows on the TV, I can create at a whim.....

Of course I also think of people who have experience in psychic ability, mental ability, conscious power. How they met others, how they develop. Do they just come out of nowhere or are we like a secret club that creates based off of similar experiences? Or a total obvious club, as it seems more than not, we spend our time telling so many people about this, that by word of mouth, people know...

I have this amazing ability to know before something happens. I also create, Like in that film, Shrek like--- or the other (numerous) I have seen, that were tied into me. Explanation needed.

Of course, on that plane ride, who knows what I heard/saw vs what they heard. But, I have met so many people who see and hear the same as me, it is a completely legit occurrence.

Because of this, I did some research on mentally distance communicate. It's very interesting, I have so much more to learn. It seems, when I am deeply in trance with "them", then sometimes I wonder if even film makers are picking up on it subconsciously. Thus showing..... will explain later.

The same goes for anything created here, inc TV/Radio... Since this started again in ‘07, now I see there are three or four new TV shows, all about what I am doing and we are doing. One even talks about psychonauts, which I studied last year, so obtuse!!!! Another about mentalism, which I def can do!!!

You know, I contacted an intelligence borough in the USA while I was in Seoul. I was worried about some paranormal activity I saw, and I simply wrote them a letter hoping they might call me or we be in correspondence, just in case I needed help. I never contact any Intelligence boroughs before. I decided not to send more than one email, I am still searching for the right people to find who know more about all this....

I do have a funny story, last spring, I was being called a superhuman, yes true story, and being told information I would have not know via my 6th sense. I noticed on the CIA’s website was a comment on superhuman’s and human’s abilities, normal or not. It was only there for a couple months, I was on the website to do some research and noticed it, which was last summer, ‘08.

Mental Distance Communication? Subconscious mental pushing? I am totally rational, very analytical, so many of these thoughts are still just that, thoughts. Perhaps this, perhaps that.

They are coming out with a movie, about ***************, I heard about it... it goes into what I was doing with in ‘08... I think the son of Health Ledger was noted to be a maybe for the cast. Anything about a ***, and I am looking into it... I am one, so it seems obvious to note if they are making any movies about it.

Another story... I had a guy--- say my name at the store the other day. It was the first store I have went into in Florida, other than a gas station, and he spoke to me. The clerk, who I never saw before, said my name. I distincly heard it, and saw his lips move. I was going to ask him how he knew my name, when I noticed the music playing in background was playing a song that seemed to tie in.... what I was thinking. I don't know the name of the song. Oh, it's my life.... RIGHT THEN I REALIZED, EVEN THOUGH I LEFT ORLANDO AND MOVED TO SEOUL, I STILL WAS INFAMOUS AND KNOWN IN OTOWN/FLORIDA. NOW THAT I WAS BACK IN TOWN, MY FAME WAS APPARENT AND I GOT TO LIVE HERE AS A FAMOUS MYSTIC GIRL.... WHICH IS AWESOME!!!!

I got this. Anywho, last night I decided to watch a movie. It was Perfection. I swear the movie changed!!! Let's see, I was thrilled to see my favorite numbers were written on all the building signs....811/4811/411 Also, The writing that was on this letter sent to the main character– well it was so similar to my handwriting!!!! No shit!!! I was shocked, I mean I realized... well I have my theories.

Also, during the movie, I started thinking of heaven, when suddenly I looked outside (it was night) and saw the most beautiful white made entity. It was only there for acouple seconds, like an orb or something, but all white and it seemed to show up to prove of a heaven-- proved of a nonbeing entity that exists with us, with me, to show what we want we shall get. Like a miracle.

Wow, right?

So, in the movie I was watching, we all loved the main character, the hero. Though because we do like a good fight on the screen and the stories of good fighting wrong--- it helps us realize the right paths to take in life---In the script, ethical dilemmas seem less challenging for the super hero. Their was this line the main character had at the end of the movie, something about how he moves to become what the city wants him to be. Instead of a white night, he is a dark hero. Someone who still does wrong by the cities standards, but yet does it for certain right reasons. It's why a hero like him would never fit in the constructed reality of our cities. He does to much damage. I thought of how I loved my role, it is much more pacifist. It speaks of right and then does it. It doesn't get involved in the wrong, period. That's almost what superhero's do... they get involved in the wrong, in order to make something right. I wrote more about this and my ideas, but to tell another time.

After those moments in the film, my mind spoke of what I was, what I was doing. I thought of if the humans on Earth heard me---us---if our true stories come to the open.... people would see people are good. Society is good. I am here reminding some of them of the supernatural, of God, of heaven, of what I love and what we love and what we can do. A teacher. I am... I teach people, often. At times I am shown this... that what I do teaches others. I can explain, and will later.

After that I thought of my lover. I thought of how he lives this life that is perfected by his choices, by the awareness of what he does. He takes his ego, and he--- it's funny now to explain it to myself again--- as if I am pulling at something, something alive--- I can feel it, it's living within me.... But to mention him, he takes on another’s ego, for the purpose, his--gift--his ability, to simply change ego's.... as if he holds a whitewash, a board he has and he writes neatly, precisely on it with this white chalk the details of a ego, only to, months later---after he has become it, become what the ego is--- takes the mind board and erases what he wrote.... thus changing his (i) again. Lover, like me, always he takes me on... he speaks and thinks like me. I could go on, and will explain more later.

Women rights and God.

wOw: What do you think is the greatest achievement in women's rights in your lifetime?

Gloria Steinem: A critical mass of people here and around the world no longer believe that biology should dictate women's lives, so any woman who tries to be fully human is defying God, Freud and nature -- and is crazy. That's huge! It affects everything. That's why there is now a global women's movement, including some men who see that pretending to be superior limits their humanity, too.Of course, consciousness changes a lot faster than power structures. We lose about six million lives every year just because they were born female -- that's due to infanticide, favoring boys with food and health care, deaths from female genital mutilation, sexual assault, dowry killings, domestic violence and the ideas enshrined in such terms as "crimes of passion" or "honor killings." There are also more enslaved people now than there were in the 1800s -- and sex trafficking plus sweatshops means that they're mostly women and children.This country is lagging behind just about every modern democracy in family-friendly work policies, national childcare and health care, sex education, contraception, maternal mortality, way behind in women in elected office -- you name it.But the big victory is that we know our fate can change, and we have more legal tools and local-to-global groups to do it. There are now several living generations of women -- and some men, too -- who realize that the sexual caste system is intertwined with every single thing we have to transform, from class and race and the idea that man should conquer nature to the violence in families that normalizes every other violence.


My thoughts:

In the always conscious pushing minds of our society, what promises do religious views and feminine rights have, when tied together? We are constantly changing our views on religion and religious doctrine or spiritual truth. It is now very acceptable to have women priests, pastors, spiritual leaders, and doctorate female theologians. On top of the push of women rights in society, is a sector devoted to the development of women in region, and their past, present, and future experiences. We are now asking very important questions that lead us to answers which strongly effect the roles women play spiritually. One important question, is about our concept of God, and what he tells us about the role of women. These questions, and so many more, push the boundaries of our conscious viewpoints on religion and what Roman Catholosism says about women's roles/inheritence/value.... They establish looser boundaries and thus open up more space for women and their eternal importance!!!

Prove God

It's been awhile. Life is heaven! So, I get to prove God on this Earth. I am in love with myself, my mind, my body, and my soul! Esp, my soul. I haven't sinned in years... Or so I think, perhaps some not noticeable.

Main Entry:
1god
Pronunciation:
\ˈgäd also ˈgȯd\
Function:
noun
Etymology:
Middle English, from Old English; akin to Old High German got god
Date:
before 12th century
1capitalized :

the supreme or ultimate reality: as a: the Being perfect in power, wisdom, and goodness who is worshipped as creator and ruler of the universe bChristian Science : the incorporeal divine Principle ruling over all as eternal Spirit : infinite Mind

2: a being or object believed to have more than natural attributes and powers and to require human worship ; specifically : one controlling a particular aspect or part of reality

3: a person or thing of supreme value4: a powerful ruler

Yup. That's it. WOW!!!!!! I would like to set up a research facility, for many reasons. I am in the middle of doing my own research and study, so many spiritual centers, etc... Proof of GOD---- we all want that!!!! If through my story I can prove to others there is a God, what joy. I had mental conversations about this, about my likeness to God, about what I have experienced and how it matches the definition of God. I remember being taught we are all like God, made in his image, and filled with him when filled with the Holy Spirit. I most certinetly have had great moments when filled with the spirit, that brought me to a understanding of what it was like to have power--- an ability to control reality for me and others. Truth! Like knowing beforhand what will happen and what another person will say or do. Having others do or say something based on just what I think or what I hear, that ties my mind in. Mental power is real!! I still am skeptic (need more info) of what or how, but from what I have seen and experienced, I have felt like a God....

Namaste!!!!

Who/What are they?

Who are they that I hear everyday?

Better yet, what are they?

They speak to me everyday, and have for over 2 yrs.

They speak through everything, from humans to animals, nature to all media outlets, innate objects and the sky above.

They show me things I have never thought of seeing or believing in...

They know of time and can change it.

They have correct preminitions...

They can tell me things I have never known, and change my reailty, for my own personal benefit.

They can...and so much more...

I have asked myself this question at least a hundred times... Who/What are they? They answer, but yet it is not an answer they give me. Not a finite, definite answer.

One answer, one theory I have... Are they spiritual energies? Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Spirits are one of many different types of non-human beings who share the characteristics of being more powerful, longer-lived, and, in general, living more contentedly than the average human being.

"From a human perspective, spirits share the characteristic of being invisible to the physical human eye. The presence of a spirit can be detected by those humans who have an extrasensory power by which one can see beings from other planes. Their voices can also be heard by those who have cultivated a similar power of the ear. (Explintion of what I have...)

Most spirits are also capable of constructing forms by which they can manifest themselves to the beings of Eart. Spirits do not require the same kind of sustenance as humans do, like eating and drinking, and by God they can and have since the beginning shown themselves to man.

Chrsitianity dictates:

1)  Spirits are immortal.
2) They have the power to contact humans, and upon God's will are required to do so...
3) There are souls/spirits in Heaven, Pergatory, and Hell. All three can and have had contact with humans.

4) They are considered to be, like humans, distinct individuals with their own personalities and paths in life. Thier own consciencness forever.
5) While angels are not omniscient. Their knowledge is greater than a human on Earth.

Spirits have been spoken about in Tibet;(IHA), Chinese; (天）, Korean; (Cheon), Japanese; (Ten), Vietnamese; (Thiên). They can be associated to angels in Western religions like Christiany, Islam and Judism.

I have so much more research to do on the subject. Along with research on supernatural beings or beings from other realms that contact people in this one. But, for now, it's a great theory and explains me as a sensative, as a psychic. Also, paranormal, ghost like experiences I have had... thinks flying in the air, moving without due phsyics, me feeling something appartion like near me or even touching me.

To note, something important happened today. It is not often that my physically world changes. I go about my day as a very normal, beyond able, human being. If I see the physically realm mystically change before me, as I have, usually it is the lips of other humans moving to something I am hearing (hearing as in mystically). I have seen this realm, the earth, drastically change for me... but only handfuls of times. Today, was one of those times. I live in Seoul, South Korea. I have my own 2b/1b apartment, right near Ujangsan station in the Gangseo-gu area of Seoul. My place is located on the 2nd floor of a quite nice 3 floor apartment building (marble flooring, my place is about 900sq feet, some good perks...)

No one has a key to my place, other than my employer, the landlord and me. There is no doubt, none what so ever, that anyone has been in my apartment when I wasn't there. Though, the place is so positively welcoming! This noted. When I came home today, I went straight to my bathroom, only to find one of my hats... nicely sitting/laying (as if a hat can sit or lay, but you get what I mean...hopefully) on the floor of my bathroom~ right where I shower. A Korean shower is different from a Western shower, they have no tubs.... just a shower head, plenty of space, and a drain the floor.... UTube Korean Showers if you want a picture/video of one...

I did not put my hat on the floor. I have not touch that hat since I wore it this past Saturday. I know when I took a shower this morning that hat was not in the bathroom on that spot on the floor. I am positive! If, let's say, I did decided to bring the hat in with me while I showered this morning, the hat would still have been wet. It was not. It was completely dry.

That hat simply was put in a place in my apartment where I would easily notice it, as well as know instantly that I had not put it there. If the hat would have been moved from where I layed it Saturday, to let's say a table or a couch... I would never have noticed anything different. Honestly. I am not that observant about the placement of my hats in my home. It was moved while I was at work, and I was meant to know!

So what did I do? Well, I picked up the hat, put it on my coat rack, and sat and pondered, with the voices pondering with me... We together were sure that mystically that hat was moved. Yet, we do not know why or by what. Of course, I/we find it funny.... I had another great day. Work, it's just going so well! The other teachers, my students, the director, people in Seoul--- all treat me wonderfully. (Of course) I must say, so easily I adjusted to the move from the states to Seoul, that I find myself feeling as if I am home when I arrive back at my apartment. I find living so rewarding---stress free---exciting and promising! I know in a movie~ or if experienced by the right person ~ this would be a very big deal. For me, well, it's another loved day.

Enjoy yours!

Darlene

I WANT TO ADD SOMETHING. 9-23-09, MONTHS LATER AFTER I LEARNED THE TRUTH.

WHAT I WROTE ABOVE, Explains more of my ASC (altered state of consciousness) which I really felt the weight of from 2008-Spring 2009. While I tried to live logically and rationally, my quest for what was really out there, lead me on a paranormal hunt/trip.... I NEVER GOT INTO DETAIL HERE OF SOME OF THE EXPERIENCES I HAD WHILE IN ORLANDO, FLORIDA, PENNSYLVANIA, SOUTH KOREA, JAPAN, ETC. I WAS OFTEN, TO PUT IT QUICK AND SHORT, HUNTED BY Good and Evil. I do/did have experience with DEMONS. BY THE DEAD WHO DO NOT KNOW GOD, NOR WHAT THE TRUTH IS.... I was studying pointlessly other religions, and in truth that's when I became haunted. THE OTHER RELIGIONS OF THE WORLD ARE WRONG, AND WHILE I WAS STARTING OUT AS THE PERSON/BEING I AM... I WAS STUDYING/PRACTICING OTHER RELIGIONS. I NEVER TRULY WORSHIPED ANOTHER GOD, BUT THIS DID NOT MATTER. JUST BECAUSE OF MY THOUGHTS, MY CONSCIOUSNESS, I WAS ALMOST DRIVEN CRAZY, I SAW THE DAMMED, I WAS HAUNTED, I WAS ALMOST KILLED, I WAS POSSESSED, I WAS SCARED TO DEATH, I WENT THROUGH THE FIRST STAGE OF HELL (NO JOKE) AND WAS FORCED TO LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE EVERYONE WENT NUTS, HATED, CRIED, DIED, WENT TO HELL, GOT POSSESSED, LOST THEIR SOULS, AND OTHERWISE WERE TORTURED. IT EVEN WENT SO FAR AS THE PEOPLE I SAW IN ORLANDO & KOREA WERE TURNED INTO BEINGS POSSESSED BY HELL.... OR WORSE STATES.

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THIS IS NO JOKE. IF ANYONE READS THIS, THEY MUST KNOW IT IS THE ABSOLUTLE HORRID TRUTH!!! I SAW PEOPLE CHANGE IN FRONT OF MY EYES. I SAW THE DEAD, LIVING, BREATHING, WALKING. I SAW PEOPLE GO CRAZY, THEIR EYES TURN INTO THESE CRAZY EYES THAT ONLY ARE SEEN IN NIGHTMARES. I SAW PEOPLE GET TORTURED.... ALL BECAUSE OF MY THOUGHTS!!!!

I WAS THINKING THAT I COULD FIND THE ANSWERS MYSELF. I WAS THINKING I WAS HELPING THE EARTH. I WAS RESEARCHING AND TRYING TO FIND THE ANSWERS VIA MANY DIFFERENT RELIGIONS AND SPIRITUAL GUIDES. BECAUSE OF THIS MY LIFE IN 2008/2009 WENT THROUGH STAGES OF ENOUGH STRUGGLE TO WANT TO KILL ONESELF OR FEAR EVER SECOND OF EVERY BREATHE. AGAIN I AM NOT JOKING. IT WAS ONE'S WORST NIGHTMARE, THE SCARIEST MOVIE ONE HAS EVER SEEN, AND I MEAN EVER, BROUGHT TO LIFE. I SAW CHILDREN, CHILDREN I WORKED WITH, GO CRAZY BECAUSE OF THE SOUND OF THE VOICES AROUND US... I HAD NO CONTROL, I JUST SLEPT AND KEPT TO MYSELF AND EVEN HID MYSELF FOR DAYS EVEN WEEKS. I WENT THROUGH THE HARDEST MOMENTS WHEN ALL AROUND ME STARTED SPEAKING LIKE THE DEVIL... TURNING INTO THE DEVIL AND I HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO DO!!! IT WAS AT THAT TIME I WAS GIVING THEM THE WORNG INFORMATION. I WAS DAMMING MYSELF AND THEIR SOULS INSTEAD OF SAVING THEM. I WAS TURNING THEM AWAY FROM CHRIST INSTEAD OF CLOSER.

I AM SCARED TYPING THIS, I FEAR FOR MY LIFE AND MY SAFETY... YOU MUST BELIEVE ME THAT THEIR IS A HELL!!! THEIR IS A PERGATORY. THERE IS ETERNAL DAMNATION, AND SPEAKING OF CHRIST WRONGLY IS A SIN. SPEAKING OF OTHER "GODS"/"BELIEVES" IS ALSO A SIN. THE NUMBER ONE RULE IS NO BELIEFS/GODS BESIDES ME/MINE.

NOW, THE PAST IS OVER. I AM 100% CONTENT AND HAPPY, NO LONGER QUESTIONING THE TRUTH OR HAUNTED BY ANYTHING... AT TIMES I WILL THINK OF ANGELS, OR GHOSTS, BUT VERY, VERY LITTLE... I WANTED TO WRITE THIS, TO TAKE THE CHANCE AND TELL THE READER THE TRUTH BECAUSE THE ONLY TRUE SALVATION YOU WILL FIND IS IN THE BIBLE, IN IS GOD AND JESUS CHRIST. MANY FORGET THAT THEIR IS A HELL WAITING FOR US, JUST LIKE A HEAVEN. WE MUST PASS CERTAIN TESTS AS A HUMAN, AND I AM PROUD AND HAPPY TO SAY I WAS TESTED AND WON....

Tied Into Example

I’ve gotten tied into to so much; keeping track of everything is indeed hard to do. I will periodically mention some of the people, places, names, idea’s, facts, words, etc… that I have been mystically tied into… 90% of what I am tied is of a person, place, name, idea, fact, word, etc.. Usually what happens is I think about x, and x turns immediately into something in my environement, proving my mental ability to profoundly affect my environment (also instaneously proving the importance of my existance.) Also, most often: what I just was thinking/feeling will be said by another person.

Example ~ Last June/July, I was thinking of writing a book. I remember conversations with “them” about me writing a book about this experience. At that point, I/we had gone through many theories of what this was and what they were… Sometimes, every human on the Earth knew my name. Other times---there were thousands of humans who lived on another realm that were brought to me, by me or by a God. There were even times we agreed that the people I heard were the speaking souls/spirits of humans who had lived on this Earth or were living on the Earth. If you seriously ponder all three, as I spent many a time doing, somehow most of the humans on the Earth were already “touched” by me. Already felt my presence and spoke with me…. Maybe somewhere in another dimension, or via a spirit world or maybe even in the world I was living, at times, on some days, my reality changed that much.
Of course, when something grand, unique, mysterious, forever life changing, etc… happens, many people think, now I should write a book about it. Most people laugh because they know it is easier said than done. My experience is so unique, not a traditional story, and while at times the exact description of it is: heaven on earth; there are other times when what I heard, saw, felt, and experienced was very serious, depressing, and scary. Even though I knew that I was loved and "worshiped", I knew that we all believed in a God/Gods and our blessed afterlife. Even though I knew I had what was called the perfect human mind, body, and soul; I still had moments of fear, doubt, or depression. I know on this blog I still haven’t spoke about what it was like, mystically, for me from November ’07-June ’08, though I will. Let me just say, it was/is grand enough to certainly contemplate writing a book about it, though it wouldn’t/won’t come across as always positive and enlightening.

Going back, I was really into writing when I was younger. I spent more time than most writing. I loved creatively expressing myself, my thoughts, and the world I saw. I started writing everyday when I was in 7th grade, mostly journals and poems. As my awareness of writers grew, I got more into it. I wrote some plays, short stories, daily journals, and poems, all throughout high school and into college. I was involved in my high school creative writing club; I took classes at PSU that allowed me to write extensively. Looking back, I can truly say writing was a favorite pastime of mine. I even pondered becoming a journalist, while still in my young teens, though I decided that wasn’t my avenue once I started my work in the Arts.

So a book. I could perhaps start to write one, I kept thinking, though it is so hard to express what I have experienced, for many reasons… Yet, what a story! A story seen to many as fantasy, yet totally based in truth. A reality completely unique and so very majestic! We talked about our reasons for writing a book. Soon it seemed the why’s, how’s, and what’s overtook my excitement and desire to write. I was not yet ready to express all that I had heard and seen. To even tell another human in person was still difficult ~ to write something that would universally appeal, well it seemed even harder. So one night, as I pondered the idea, something inside me said to me~ perhaps even if we did somehow write this story, and it got picked up by a publisher, let’s say the masses read it~ how do we know that some of them wouldn’t think, ‘Burn the Book’ after they read it? I remember so distinctly that comment, as it perplexed me--- I never thought anything like it before, and the words were so clear and obviously not from me or my mind. It opened so many questions within my mind. One question I asked myself, after getting over the surprise of such a thought: You mean, they would think, I thought to myself, some reader would want to burn the book after reading it? As if, they would not be able to handle what was said, or they did not like what we said? It might be blacklisted… put on the “inappropriate for school’s list.” LOL ~ of course, some might even think, “Burn after Reading.”

Such a trip it is. Some days more pleasant than others, but if we do not ask ourselves these hard questions…. The questions of: What am I worth? What is what I do worth? Am I perfect? Am I right in path, thoughts, speech, action, mind, body, etc…? What is my purpose? Why am I here? Why am I experiencing this? If we don’t ask these questions (and more) we will not know, and for me that is not acceptable. I guess, for me, it is scary to not know…

So, to pinpoint my attachment. I was attached to the movie, the movie which just came out this past winter, months before I ever heard the title or even knew of it!!!! It’s called, “Burn after Reading”, and while I have yet to see it, every time someone mentions the movie (not that often) or I think of it; I remember how I heard the title, and was attached to the movie, way before I ever knew of it. It was partly because we were worried about the acceptance of our experience that I decided not to write a book….at least yet.

I remember thinking some days later…that my expression of the experiences I have had would certainly be accepted, but to write it would take so much of my time... and perhaps it was a destiny of mine not to spent most of my time in front of a computer trying to type out a book.... Perhaps, it was my fate...

I mention this attachment today, because this week, I am going to buy the movie, “Burn After Reading” and watch it. It is much easier to buy American movies over here, than rent or download. You can easily find copies of American movies in the subways of Seoul, selling for $2. I know via my mind, I’ll be tied even more into the movie, as I am with any movie I watch… so perhaps, I’ll blog again about my experience watching the movie and what was said….

I am doing so well, and I just had a wonderful weekend in both realities. The job is going excellent, I am in perfect health! I have a great immune system, btw. I haven’t even gotten a cold in over 2 ½ yrs! I feel wonderful, and I just found out there’s a state-of-the art gymnasium, just built last year, that is located right by the new school I work at… The school I work out moved to a new building just this January, everything is brand new and all of us who work there are very excited about the working environment. It’s part of my luck… that the school I choose to work, decides right before they hire me, to build a brand new facility…
The gymnasium, the school is now right across the street from, is run by the city, Kangseo-gu. Thus it is top notch, with great brand new equipment, aerobic/yoga/martial arts/strength training classes, an Olympic pool, tennis court, racquet ball court, sauna’s, Jacuzzi’s, etc… I got so excited when I heard of it from another teacher! So, I am once again going to work on the perfect body. I am 5’8” a size 4. I was a size 1 (over the summer) because I like never ate… But when I became a mystic, 2005-2006, I was a perfect 2-3, total muscle, only about 11-13% body fat. Excellent shape, I worked out extensively with a trainer for 2hrs every day, I walked over 3 miles a day, and followed a strict regimented diet. I should get back to that, but I am not totally into training myself that way right now. I feel comfortable, like Venus... she was beauty... I am smaller than her, but still...beauty surrounds me... that's something I truly hope to always be attached to...
Peace and Prosperity,
D